Killing Thoughts

It's eating at my insides.
It will not subside.
It's making me scream from the pain.
It's not going to quit.
And when I think about it..
What's really eating at my insides,
It's my own thoughts...
They are killing me..
And I can't stop thinking about it.
The pain is too great.
The memories too vivid.
I try and try to stop thinking.
But the pain is so great,
It's all I can think about.
I can't let you win..
Win this race,
Of my mind.