God i miss you girl

I cant explain this feeling
it follows me around
has me wanting to give up
and just fall to the ground

i don't know how much longer
i can pretend to be OK
I'm waiting till i can let go
awaiting that day

I'm not sure if they see it
when they look in my eyes
do they know how much i miss you
when i just cant stop the cries

I'm surrounded by this feeling
of loneliness each night
they tell me I'll be OK
but i have this feeling it wont be right

I just want to smile
with out hiding from the world my tears
or saying that I'm alright
with out cowering from my fears

i just want you to know
that one day I'll be OK
promise me you be there
just don't promise me you'll stay

so as i hold back my tears tonight
as i throw away my heart
its not your fault it's broken
it was never whole to start

just know I'll always love you
no matter where you go
this heartbreak stage is painful
and time is going so slow

you'll always be in my thoughts
and always on my mind
if you need anything girl
I'm here, you will find

i miss you more than anything
but you have someone new
god i wished you'd hold me
but there is nothing can do......