This is the sound ((of a breakdown))

This is the sound of a breakdown,
crashing boom that breaks the barriers,
tears that thunder, never ending,
and the are ceaselessly drowning me

This is the sound of a breakdown,
falling underneathe waves that i thought i left behind,
depression hurts? i wouldn't know!
because like always, I'm peachy, I'm fine.

And this is the sound of a breakdown,
falling unto your ever deafening ears,
fireworks burning through the blackness,
burning amber like all these sins

This is the sound of a dying girl,
but you wouldn't notice that,
my eyes are burned red from crying,
the silence is louder than the scream