I never told the world about us

We are the perfect couple
who's joined at the hip and never let go
who smiled and laughs
with hugs and kisses all the way trough

but i never told the world about us
the true story about you and me
the real face behind the remarkable mask we wear
behind the make up i wore

do they even know that one night
when you pushed me down the ladder?
when you throw a glass flower vase to me?
when you smacked me in the face?

i never told the world about us
i kept it away from the world
with lies and make up i cover up
for whom if it's not for you

all they know is that night
when you kissed me and hug me
when i lay in your bed, cuddling,laughing
when we were joined at the hip

but i never told the world about us
when you told me to hold your hand and smile
pretend like nothing ever happen
like you never hit me not even once

do i ever answers the doctor questions about my scars?
i never told the world about us
i told them all lies about us
but still you wouldn't care

my scars heals
but the one you made deep down in my heart remains
3 and half year i spent with you
holding the pain nd the tears

lying to my own reflection
making stories about those scars i had
making stories about our happiness
making stories about how nice you are to me