If only you ever notice this

I always wonder what are you thinking
when you smacked me in the face
when you screams to my ear
when you throw that heavy vase to me

i always wanna ask you
do you know it hurts?
do you know that I'm your girlfriend?
do you know that i bleed?

and I've been wondering what goes trough your head
when you hold my hand
when you kissed me
when you hug me and tell me you love me

when i beg for forgiveness
do you hear my voice?
when i said I'm sorry in tears
do you hear my cries?

now that it's over
do you ever think of what you've done?
do you ever feel guilty
DO YOU EVER LOVE ME?