December

Forgetting my Past,
never lasts,
i dont want to remember,
that long ago december,
my heart and words,
as cold as the frost,
all my feelings seem to have been lost,
i melted your heart like an icicle in the spring,
then broke it as quickly as if it were a thin string,
it was easy to take the scissors and let go,
i knew my emotions i could never truly show,
i broke your heart as soon as i broke my own,
and this is why my past haunts me when im alone,
the truth is,
that i could never let you see,
was that i loved you, for loving me,
so now as i sit and remember,
when i broke my heart on the day in december.

ashley