The hell that was my life

Somehow I stare into absolute insolence
I see how I've grown into this constant misery for so long
that I thought was normal, how it was meant to be
But I've seen how it could be, I was so wrong...

The hell that was my life,
sparing me only a few moments of happiness that I could enjoy. the people, the faces, the mistakes and disgraces
the world is now mine to employ...

The things you learn on the way
the risks that you choose to take
no one can speak the words on your lips
the choice is yours to make...

There will always be times in life
when you wish everyone was dead
when you wish that you had never been born
when you hear those voices in your head...

It's up to you to let yourself be beaten
it's up to you if you let yourself be effected
it's not any body else's fault if you let yourself be neglected.

Often your inner voice will tell you
it was always you to blame
but it will mostly be those around you
who cant handle you or when YOU became

So a message to those amazing people
who feel it is them who must change
it's those who reject you and envy you
who must make the drastic exchange...