Raped

My body turns numb as I look into your eyes
I open my mouth to yell but no one can hear my cries.
You push me down hard as I scream out no more
What happened to the person that I truly once adored?

I look around the room for a place to escape and hide
You grab my neck and tell me you will choke me if I tried.
I kick and scream and try to push your body off of mine
but in the end I'm raped and you've done your fu*king crime.

Time has passed but I still see you haunting my nightmares
Your eyes I still remember giving me those sudden stares.
Its hard for me to wake each day knowing your still out there
but its harder for me to keep the baby that we both should bear.