My one last goodbye

All i can remember is that day
that day when i first met you
your smile, your touch
but i can't remember your voice

i watch our tapes just to remind me of you
just so that i won't forget about you
about how you said you loved me
and how you laugh

that morning i know
things will be different in a lot of way
cause i ran around and screams your name
but you wouldn't showed up

and all i can remember is that pain
the pain that almost killed me st aright
the pain i won't forget
the pain that will always be there

i know you never lie to me
one day I'll see you again
and we'll be together forever
no excuse, no lies

but as for today
you take care for your self up there
and I'll tried to live my life here
walking trough without you

you're still here in my heart
but i miss the warmth of your hugs
and i miss your laughter
oh my love how i wished you're still here

but don't worry I'll be good
cause i know you're still here
cause whenever i go to bed
you still lay there next to me holding me tight

and every time i close my eyes
i still saw your smiles
and every time i cried
you're still shades my tears

goodbye my love
tonight I'll hear your laughter
tonight I'll see your smile
even it's only in my dream