If I didn't Know You

If I didn't know you,
and didn't know what all we've been through
this wouldn't hurt so bad
and I wouldn't be this sad
But if I didn't know you
Then I would have lost all the memories too
The joys, the pain,
Through the sunshine and rain

If I didn't know you
I probably wouldn't have made it through
You were there in my time of need
Whenever I thought I had to bleed
But now its almost like we're strangers
And now it hurts to see you
Because I don't know what to do
I miss you!
Don't you miss me too???
Or do you hate me because of all the pain
I had put you through???
I can't say sorry enough.
And yet still I'm trying to act tough!
But you should know by now
Behind my smile I cry
And when I don't talk to you
I can feel a piece of my heart die
But I won't lie,
Leaving me would be the best for you
Considering what I had put you through
And now you're free
.....without me