You're not that one person.

Emotions swaying up and down,
Makes me happy, but leaving me to drown.
Words that I want to yell out,
Would be a waste without a doubt.

I need to tell you how much I care.
Terrified I am because I'm lost within your stare.
Please look me in the eyes & prove me that I'm your one,
Don't leave me hanging on knowing what you've done.

Forget what I've said about we,
The fact is I and U are 'in like', but we can't come to agree,
That we simply aren't meant for each other, believe it.
Because I have my reasons on why we'll come to a split.

Asking me why am I always paranoid & pessimistic?
I say, "life isn't so simplistic & we need to be futuristic".
You reassured me that we'll climb mountains and soar high above.
I then ask myself, is this feeling really love?

People keep on bombarding me about her & you,
Warning me of your suspicious act, so I beg you to tell me this is untrue.
She knows I love you & we got each other, yet she ignores.
Her plan is to trap you within her realm, while locking me behind these doors.

A wonderful friend she is, that's what you say,
But I can prove you wrong in a way,
The part where she's slowly caving you in is cruel,
Yet, what torments me the most is that she's a phony & a fool.

So does that make you the idiot for not seeing it?
It sickens me to be naive & feeling pathetic to know that she's bringing us to our split.
This girl doesn't care about us because she knows what she desires,
She doesn't give a damn about me, admitting that she's the entanglement to these wires.

But why are you still letting her in, knowing that she's hurting me?
Can't you see what she's done to our "we"?
Alright, perhaps I'm different than other girls.
Perhaps, I can't be like other girls who only flirt and swirls.

Though, I can guarantee you one thing,
That at least I've tried to win your heart fairly without a fling.
You should know me by now, & understand how it feels like,
So are you going to protect me from this misery or leave in dislike?

I'm torn between trusting you and giving chances,
Maybe you are just an unknown fairy tale full of romances.
Which then gives me more faith and hope it'll have a happy ending,
But I must be incorrect because fairy tales are supposed to be unending.

Being lost and confused has become a part of me.
I need to find an answer for myself so I can break free.
Saying I'm alright is just another lie to contradict.
The truth is you're not the one to help me with this conflict.

Someone lend me your shoulder,
To reassure me that I have to be bolder.
Tell me that I'm wrong and we can work things out,
Just that one person to believe in me throughout.