I'm sorry to my baby...

I can feel I'm fading
I'm not sure what to do
I've run out of options
did i drop you a clue?

my walls are caving in
and I'm beyond your salvation
I'm losing my will to live
and all my motivation

i just want to give up
all of a sudden my worlds a mess
and if i die tomorrow
i couldn't care less

the art on my wrist's and legs
not with a pen but a blade
in this world of depression
my only wish; to fade

they tell ,e that I'll make it
that they believe I'm strong
but what they don't understand
is that all their words are wrong

I've got nothing left
i wont live thought today
sorry to my baby
but i don't think i can stay

I'm trying my hardest
to hold my head up high
but thoughts are taking over my mind
and i just want to die...