Sleepless Nights

As I lie awake I ponder
Why can't I fall asleep
What's beyond yonder

It's as if my anxiety is on overload
Never thought it was possible
But I had officially gone into zombie mode

People try to help me out
But another pill is not the solution
I want the main core
What is all of this insomnia about

I shut off the t.v and I shut off my light
But it's like my mind is in a battle
And it has lost the hopeless fight

Tossing and turning
Thinking and yearning
I can only see darkness in my eyes
But I just want to dream about the skies

What am I going to wear tomorrow
Why is this world filled with such sorrow
Sporadic thoughts for sure
But I want to get over this
Do dreamy nights even exist?