The run away

Going to one place having
so many choices to take.
Do I take the moving,
Do I take the long distance relationship,
Do I take the run away?

I don't know what to choose
from I love him so much
that I don't want to be
away from him.

my mom won't seem to understand
how hard this is,
she just wants me to go with her
I love her but I want him more
than life itself.

what do I choose