My hearts not a game...

I'm lying my bed
with tears in my eyes
i guess i should be thankful
your not telling me lies

music blares in the background
but my thoughts are to loud
of this broken heart
i could never be proud

i need someone to save me
before i fall to hell
you tell me it'll be OK
but i know i will not be well

they say take your meds Candice
it'll stop you crying
but what you don't realize
is it wont stop me dying

I'll give you a smile
hold my head up high
its funny cause you don't see
how much i wanna die

if i tell you I'm bleeding
will you say "oh babe, its OK"?
cause you know it wont ever be
don't go waiting for the day

you'll never see my hurt
and maybe thats alright
then you wont understand
why i die tonight

so close your eyes
whisper my name
and just remember
my hearts not a game...