Once and For All

I guess I'm just an annoyance,
A right regular pain in the butt!
Maybe I'm just too demanding;
Maybe I ask for too much.
But is asking someone to care
Too much to ask?
Is wanting to share
With someone wrong?
All I seem to do is f@#k things up.
Why?
God, please tell me why?
Is this the life you planned for me -
One of pain and loneliness?
One of heartache and emptiness?
If yes, then I want nothing of it.
If my life is going to cause
The people I love pain and misery,
Then I want out.
So, take this life
And put it in the box
With all your other failures,
Because tonight,
I end your torture,
Once and for all...

CopyrightJosieWentzel14June2008