Blood Stained Cheeks

My blood courses out so thick
I have no blood to lose
I listen as my head grows dizzy
I was warned about this

My mama told me
If I kept this up
If I didnt stop
I would make myself sick

My stomach rebels
And here I sit and retch
Its not pretty, its not nice
Hardly anything is

My sweat is cold
And so am I
I shiver and shake
I am afraid

I dont know what is left
Or what I would have me do
Everything has been snatched away
Ive never been afraid before

My skin is stained
And I know not what I do
What is expected?
I retch again

The pain has no limit
It keeps going
Its does not stop
Nor do I.

What is expected?
That, I wish I knew
Blood was a part of me
Not any more.

If only my injuries showed
Physical wounds upon my flesh
Then maybe Id have tears to cry
But I dont

Blood stains my cheeks
A vision of my pain
Tears are running through my veins
And blood flows from my eyes