Unable To Understand

He ripped out my heart
And threw it to the floor
Told me he loved me
Then walked out the door

I stared out the window
As he drove away
Longing for words
But not knowing what to say

All I could think about
Were the past two years
I felt myself crying
And wiped away the tears

The memories kept coming
And the tears just fell
I felt my life crumbling
Welcome to love's hell

How could he leave me?
How could he just go?
I gave him my all
And now my tears showed

I don't deserve it
Why did things change?
I felt my heart shatter
Never to be the same

Where do I go from here?
Which path do I take?
Should I try to love again
Or would it just be a mistake?

Is it worth the risk
Of getting my heart broke?
How can I find truth
When only lies are spoke?

I watched as he drove off
With my heart in my hands
Unable to breath
Unable to understand

-Copyright-Amber Palmer