Death boat

The blood pours out
and its an instant relief,
the pain from my wrist takes
away all of my grief.

It makes me hollow
it makes me sane
an incision
to my wrist takes
away all of the pain.

The blood pours out,
I have no control.
I cut to deep
and have lost my soul.

Its on my clothes
its on the floor,
oh god I just cant
take this anymore.

I start to drift away
ignoring the intensity of
this pain.
It all goes dark
my blackened heart drowns in
my misery...

I feel so alone
I am left to die
abandoned in my own home...
Can some body save me or are
you going to leave me to die....
If only my guardian angel would take me
and teach me how to fly...

Reddened eyes I slowly die,
left alone in all of my demise.
Swirling through the smoke filled
air my spirit is
so hollow...
left alone to drift and float
seeking the answers
as it drifts on the death boat...