F@#$ YOU!

Tonight Im wearing my best smile
and hope to make it worth your while
Im lost in nightmares, things that scare me to death.
Ill never forgive you, not until my very last breath.
So f@#$ you and your untouchable face
and f@#$ you for existing in the first place
and who am I that I should be dying for your touch?
Who am I? I bet you cant even tell me that much.
Stop thinking about yourself and stop being such an a*$.
I just wanted you to like me but maybe thats too much to ask.
Wasted so many tears on you trying to see what I did wrong.
Now I realize it was never me; it was you all along.