Secrets Deep Within ((or)) Someone Hard to Find

by JustKristina   Jun 24, 2008


Battered down and broken.
Smile upon my face.
Pretending to be okay,
Living in this place.

Look deep within
Catch a glimpse of me.
A hateful ugly soul,
Not liking what you see?

Picking out a mask,
A different one each day.
Not willing to let you in.
Watching what I say.

Practice does make perfect.
See the smile I can make?
Cannot see the difference
Of what is real or fake.

Laugh out loud with them,
Hear the fakeness in your voice.
Smile like your great,
You have no other choice.

The only one that knows,
The secret deep within.
No one else can know.
Thinking hurting is a sin.

Strong, secure, and brave.
Perfect, faithful friend.
Nothing can get me down.
There until the end.

Push aside the problems,
Like old, abandoned trash.
Keep it all inside.
Never can you crash.

When does this end?
Can't keep it in no longer,
Tired, beaten, and abused.
Not getting any stronger.

Waited for an out,
Then ran through the door.
Crashed into your arms.
Now the tears can pour.

Seeing in my heart.
Listening to my mind.
Never can I lose you,.
Someone hard to find.

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  • 15 years ago

    by 0oAshleyo0

    *takes a breath*
    wow.
    sweetie this is AMA-ZA-ZA-ZING!!
    i love every word.
    i only hate that its coming from you.
    i really hope everything is okay.
    :/
    i miss you so so so so so so so much sweetie.
    pm me.. tell me whats going on. i want to be here to help you
    i love you so very much my ray of hope!
    <3Ashley

  • 15 years ago

    by Twisted Mind Broken Soul

    This poem is just outstanding....I really enjoy reading your work so please dont ever stop writing!!!! 5/5

  • 15 years ago

    by bleedingximperfection

    This was extremly good! i.loved.it. 5/5

  • 15 years ago

    by Mackenzie

    *tackles you in an amazingly big bear hug.*
    -------------------------------------------
    *cries hysterically.*
    -------------------------------------------
    KRIS!!!
    this poem was breath-taking, amazing, beautiful, phenomenal, and i could go on and on. i absolutely loved every single stanza, line, word, and letter of it.
    -------------------------------------------
    in my opinion i like someone hard to find.
    -------------------------------------------
    kris, i love you. and i want u to know that from the bottom of my heart. i want to be a help to you but i just dont know what to do.
    -------------------------------------------
    5/5 kris!
    ilyvm.
    mackenzie
    [your little sister.]

  • 15 years ago

    by lisabrighteyes

    Wow such raw and strong emotion!
    very clear yet layered!
    I like this a lot ... 5/5
    keep it up!

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