Maybe

Permanently stained
my hears fading away
keeping all the pain
only making way

as i walk through with my arms tucked in
i haven't forgotten the hurt
its just all sunk in

memories always seem to play
like a horror movie behind my eyes
that get worse every day
as i can feel the painful burning cries

my eyes always start to water
and my body never forgets to shake
but this is just the starter
trust me my smile is fake
and no, my bodies never awake

oh i wish i could just run
but i know i won't
because that takes away all the "fun"
when all your face does is haunt.

so i continue to live in a world always moving
while i sit still
watching the faces pass me by
like I've lost everything

but maybe i have