Crying

Crying and weeping,
Wishing it all away,
Fitfully sleeping,
Trying to dream of a better day.

Wanting and needing,
You to be here,
And inside I'm bleeding,
Cause the truth is worse than my worst fear.

Hoping and praying,
That this is not true,
But no matter what I'm saying,
I have to live without you.

Learning and growing,
Still crying over the past,
My true feelings still showing,
When I move too fast.

Walking and running,
You can't catch me if I fall,
The changes are stunning,
From the time you left us all.

Knowing and believing,
That you would have stayed,
Yet it's not even relieving,
Cause my soul is still flayed.

From unwillingly losing you,
When I was so young,
It was not by my choosing,
But still I've been stung.

Crying and weeping,
My mind wanders farthest,
Usually right before sleeping,
Your death hits me the hardest.

*I miss you dad! you're always in my heart.*

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