Me and Just Me

I feel as if I'm all alone,
No one here to care.
No one to listen,
Just me and the scars I bare.

If I could disconnect,
I wouldn't mind.
No depression or pain,
Joy and happiness a sacrifice.

I really don't want to be alive,
But what more can I do.
If I die or attempt suicide,
I wouldn't want to be confused.

If I were confused,
And killed myself.
Not having a stable mind,
Would mix up what I really felt.

I don't know who I can call a friend anymore,
Souns like everyone is turning on me.
And if they plan to hurt me,
I wish they'd just let me be.

I regret falling in love,
Yeah there's happiness.
But you get more pain,
I don't believe it anymore nonetheless.