Monster in me

Site of the blood makes me wicked, Takes me to another place. Falling in love can't be controlled, but I know that its bound to change. All of my life and all of the time, the cHeMiCalS are a friend of mine. Cant be controlled, and search in result the monsters got the best of me. And I will choke, and stab, and separate the feelings from me. Until they're all gone like none of them ever belonged. As I continue to change in search of the things that I really wanna be. Although the journeys long, I keep repeating this song. Its not a fear. The monster is alive and in me