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by Brookey Rawr   Jul 4, 2008


I had no time to save her
Her soul was living a dream
She felt as though she was
The worst thing this world had seen

People always wondered...
Why she was ever here
When all she ever did
Was let herself live in fear

She needed to just end it
Make the pain go away
Keep herself from bleeding
Her soul was endorsing so much pain

She felt like she was pointless
Her heart felt cold as ice
She wanted to escape herself
No reason to be alive

She didn't have the strength
she knew she never would
She did herself a favor
Did all that she could

She took the easy way out
But that's okay
She knew it was for better
She would thank herself someday

She wanted to be "saved"
Not go through the world all alone
She wanted to be fearless
But fear lived at home

The bruises on her arms
The broken bones she hid
No one understood
What the parents did to this kid

She didn't understand
Why it only happened to her
They didn't lay a hand
On anyone but her

Not her sisters
Or her brothers
She would lay down on her bed
And cry under the covers

She had no friends
No one really cared
She couldn't tell anyone
She was too scared

"If you tell anyone
Your gonna wish you hadn't
You stupid little witch!'
Her heart only saddened

She cried and cried
She loved them way too much
Her leg was hurting worse now
She needed another crutch

She'd gone through it for too long
She couldn't take it anymore
that's why she went to the gun closet
And opened up the door

She took out a pistol
And took a deep breath
She pulled on the trigger
And was soon in peace with death

She had gone through so much abuse
Those 16 years she lived
She had been going through it
Since she was just a little kid

She couldn't take it anymore
She had to get away
Since no one even cared about her
She knew she couldn't stay

The world had turned its back
Leaving her no choice
The darkness wrapped around her throat
Leaving her no voice

Never again will she struggle
Have pain inflicted on her skin
Because the place she once called home
Will never hurt again

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  • 15 years ago

    by Angel Demetrice

    I thought i was the only one my father ever beat,
    but a kid from school found out and told me the same thing his father hit him too and beat him down alot, i found out that day i was not the only one throt, death only brings more death and pain always has compony, but the truth is we are never alone, God is there with us through the worst and the best, he is there to save use and tuck us in to rest, my dear child i am sorry i wasent there, but i know God will meet you once your done and dair.

    i love this poem it is sad and yet it hurts, my cossen commited suiside when he was sixteen i was one of his best friends i never new why he did it i just hope he is in a better place.

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