Dying Rose

He wasnt my first
But he was my last
I cant belive how hard is
Just to let go of the past

He was always there to hold me
Always by my side
He seemed so perfect to me
I cant believe he lied

He always told me how much he cared
Always comforted me in moments I couldnt bare
We had all these wonderful moments
Now it seems like were fighting opponents

Why did it have to end this way?
How could he do this to me?
I just cant take it anymore
I'm lost I'm hurt How could this be?

I've cried so much over him
My eyes are dry
Its not because I'm over him
Its becuase I have no more tears to cry

So many tears were wasted over him
I have nothing else to lose, I've already lost him
So this is my way to let it all out
I'll write my poems,
I'll sit in my room I'll scream and shout
I'll yell I'll kick I can't help but pout

Its so hard for me
Why cant you see
That my love for you was true
Why wasnt yours true for me?

If you only knew whats its like for me
To experience my pain
I know this isnt the real you
But this is the real me
Its so depressing, its pounding my brain

Theres an empty space in my heart
It will never close
Until you come and heal that empty part
It like your love for me gave up
Like a dying rose