You give me every word ((please save me))

My God, how am I here again?
I fall to my knees screaming Your name,
ashamed of this monster that I have become.
Lord, save me.

And my lungs are bleeding with hope,
needing to feel Your arms and your hands.
Please, God, save me from this daily hell that I have created.
My Lord, my Saviour...

You give me every rhyme that falls from my lips,
and I praise You for blessing me with this.
But Father, save me from these insecurities,
help me sleep safely from myself.

God, never shall I capture Your mercy with my words...
but help me, save me from this monster.
Lord, I want to breathe in and feel You there.
Help me to be.

**momentary panic attacks result in crappy free form prayers**