Got Me Suicidal

You've become a part of me
that without i feel like i cant breathe
what can i do your gone
sing and dedicate a song

either way i guess you've made your choice
to 4get about me and just stop hearing ma voice
u don't even talk no more and i still have
a huge hole in ma heart or maybe a stab

what can i say I'm hurt dead internally
just to think about u externally
going to another man
but do u remember how this all began

two people flirting like there was no tomorrow
i don't believe in love at first sight though
with u i was caught instantly without doubt
i felt like i was knocked out

gone to heaven and seen ma soul mate
and that was something in which we relate
but know your gone to another man already
saying u 4got about me but u still have that teddy

the one i said give back wen you've 4gotten about us
while I'm lien confused and I'm a mess
but i don't wanna let u know ma feelings
Because it will give me and endless sting

near ma heart making me suffocate
this rage or hate
of being alive
making me wanna drive

nonstop to a road that ends in death
taking away my thoughts and my breath
just to 4get those feelings that made me feel good at a point in time
but know has me creating these depressing and suicidal rhyme