Your not going to rip me apart....again

So you've come back yet again
to the comfort of my voice
my body wont let me push you away
so its not my choice

out of the blue you call me
after blowing up my heart
telling me your sorry
for lying from the start

You say you weren't really dating her
you said it to stop my hurt
but why would you lie to protect me
when it just made me feel like dirt

once upon a time
i would have done anything to be there
but now i want my heart back
cause what you did wasn't fair

You don't want to cause me trouble
so were not telling them we talk
but i know if you see me down the street
right past me you'll walk

You rang to see if i was OK
told you things were alright
you asked for the honest truth
its that i cry every night

I'm still in shock that you did this
that you messed me around
but I'm so grateful
that your lying ways i found

you don't want me to become a stranger
cause you say you still "care"
apparently you miss me
but a part of me doesn't care

I'm not getting to close
I'm not letting you to far in
cause i know in the end you'll break me
with every dirty sin

i might be a little girl
i might have a broken heart
but i wont let you hut me again
your not going to rip me apart....