The memories she holds inside....

She holds on the those memories
The daggers from the past
This feeling she has
Is so sure to last

She just cant forget
The pain he put her through
She felt so lost and confused
But no one had a clue

To him she was a toy
Just to be used
For sex and for stress relief
Her body he abuse

She didn't have a purpose
any moment with him
Her life was so lonely
It was so dark and dim

He's favorite game was
To get smashed off his face
Let his mates do what they want
And watch her fall from grace

Respect is a word he never new
And she has proof of that
He messed her around
And in the corner alone she sat

When ever he was speedy
She would run and hide
But that never seemed to work
He'd hear he cause she cried

She was so young
Her heart was so new
But she stayed around him
Cause she didn't know what to do

She just lay there at night
And cried till she felt sick
You wouldn't have guessed he was like that
Not the sort of face you'd pick

Everyone thought she was happy
But she was just terrified
Of telling them what he was doing
In case they thought she lied

She still feels the pain
And still cries at night
The tears flow automatically
As soon as she turns off the light

She prays each night
That her pain will fade
And maybe she forget
The games that he played

But it will never leave her
The memories will remain
Her heart is still broken
And the blood will always stain