Life can bring you happiness and sadness, it can take you from a teenager to an adult in a short time or less...
So here we are, its not just me, two people shared so much in such a short time for the longest time being with her felt like
a crime but it didnt matter to me. We shared our deepest secrets and thoughts with each other, we shared our love with each other
then I find out you dont feel that way about me anymore but you might be a mother...pain shot through me like a katana straight through
the eye, but I'm not mad, I can see atleast I know how you feel because I dont like a lie.I recived that call, I lost the baby... even though
we're young I still thought about my boy or little ladie, but their in heaven now and god will guide them, and see there first step,
all I can do is be good so I can hold them in my arms one day with a smile on my face... this pain in my heart I cant embrace, I'm sure you
feel the same... I cant sleep for my dreams are cold and alone, my sweats of ice and sand, my hearts shatterd in a million pieces, picked up and canned.
But one day things will get better, for you and me and all the others... I dont know my path in life but whats worth it?
to strive for it... want it and desire it? I'll find it... and so shall you. even though you dont want us anymore, you can call and count on me
more then anyone you know, so dont forget that... I believe what you reap is what you sow. Time is of the essence for us and remember
that as we walk through those doors tomorrow that It'll be fine and im there for you I hope it means atleast somthing to
you. read Deuteronomy 29:29 when you get the chance and it might take a while to get it but its worth it. So to those whom say I
have a harder life then you, I'll snicker and pray for you.
