Headlock

Watery tears are escaping from my dark eyes,
I can't bring myself to blink or to wipe my tears,
I know he did this but he blows it off and denies,
It's been this way for days, weeks and even years.

I'm caught in a headlock,
I can't seem to get away,
Hugging tightly my shamrock,
Still here; my soul drifts away.

I have so much on my mind but my lips are sealed,
I can't speak my mind even if I wanted too,
Praying to my god for my soul to be healed,
And to burn everything I've been through.

I'm caught in a heartlock,
My heart is searching for air,
It is now 11:11 o'clock,
Time to make my life fair.

My tears running down my rosy red cheeks,
Lost and confused holding my head heavy,
The paper cut on my finger starts to leak,
The red liquid, I look at my hands now bloody.

This can't be happening.