Drifting..

Today I cannot think straight
For it's the beginning of the end
It's the day I finally realized
I'd lost you forever as a friend

You were always there for me
You held me as I cried
Gave me a big hug and listened
As I told of how hard I'd tried

I shared with you my world
And how hard that it could get
But I know that things got brighter
The very day we'd met

I'd never believed in promises
Until you made me some
You'd beat up guys with ease for me
And never was I dumb

We talked for hours in the night
Or in the day, for me
Never worrying about the distance
The time change across the sea

Sharing so many videos
And laughing on the floor
Random conversations
All the things that I adore

And you mean everything to me
You are my angel, and my hero
My heart keeps on beating for you
It belongs to you, you just don't know

You are truly the most amazing person
That I have Never met
And I'm sorry we've drifted so far apart
But my angel, I won't ever forget.

*this didn't turn out as good as I had wished but still, one of many to come for the friend I didn't deserve**