Come back to me

I fake my smiles
So you wont see
On the inside Im screaming
"COME BACK TO ME, LEE!"

When you are with me
I cant see anything else
Ive never given my heart away since
Because you are all ive ever felt

Maybe if I put your picture down
Ill get some sleep tonight
Instead of clenching tightly
And replaying the fights

Your roses still smell
Smell like the day they were given
Along with the apologies
And you being forgiven

You moved so far away
As if being close was wrong
it just made me more weak
And you probably more strong

Do you caring around this front
Or are you truly moved on
As if I was nothing
And you are able to just caring along?

Was I just an experiment
To see if id sleep with you
For someone being a virgin
You sure knew the tricks to do

But why stick around for a year
And play it off cool
Playing me like a game
Proving I was a fool

The s**t you pulled
Hit me straight in the heart
Leaving me broken
Unable to let us depart

Why you did what you did
I will never know
Too stubborn to ask
To blind to let it show

So all I can do is sit back
Have a fake smile for you to see
As I keep in my words
"COME BACK TO ME, LEE!"

**4 years later...im still waiting boo**