Battle Of One

Working so hard, wearing me out.

Fighting the memories, keeping myself out.

I don't want to see, I want to forget.

I don't want to think of the things I regret.

So many pains, none could relieve.

Why did you wait until now to believe?

I was broken, corrupted, left all alone.

I was outside in the cold without even a home.

No where was safe, I couldn't hide.

All I could do was hope each time I might die.

I couldn't cry, I had no more tears.

I've seen so many things...I have no more fears.

Each new day that passes, can teach nothing new.

Through it all...I can only blame you.