Tape Me

I'm scared to take one step forward,
I'm even more scared to step backwardly,
My thought process has completely altered,
And this makes me very angry.

Sometimes [sometimes] I feel like giving up,
Sometimes I feel like I can't make it any longer,
Maybe, just maybe this is some kind of mixup,
My heart refuses to get any lighter.

I need tape to hold me together,
Tape every single joint,
This life just won't get better,
When will I reach my end point?