I still miss you

by jamaal hooks   Jul 30, 2008


If there was a ladder tall enough for me to climb,
I would just to see your face. I often look at the
sky to see if you're smiling down on me. when it
rains I wonder if those are your tears missing home.
missing us as much as I'm missing you right now.
you would think after 12 years things would change.
Nothing really changes the pain is still here.
The day you died alot of hearts died with you Ash.
I remember that day somehow I cant forget it.
I blame myself for you not being here,who knew the
one promise i didn't keep to you would be the last
time I'd ever see you again. Nephew I'm sorry. i'm
sorry I wasn't there to protect you like always. I'd
give anything to have you here for just a moment.
My son was born two days after your birthday, I
swear he looks,acts I know in some way he's you.
yet the pain of losing you I just can't shake lose.
I never wanted you to go that day but we both knew
you couldn't stay. I put my wants before you and
for that I have a lifetime of pain to bare. forgive me.
I try to forget that day but that means forgetting you
and that i'll never ever do. Everyday I miss you and as
the time passes I miss you more. Everything good
that I do,I do it to honor you so that my son will look
up to me as you once did. Through him for me you
shall live on I still miss you forget you never.

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  • Very nice words. not too much of a poem more of like a letter to heaven. even though i still loved it and i felt your pain trough your words. made me think of the time i lost a dear friend. keep it up!
    **Ada**
    **aBSwaBHiaPL**

  • 16 years ago

    by Lady Nik

    Nice job. i reaaly like dit. Shanik