I Will Keep Wishing

Deep bright stars
Lay peacefully in the sky
Watching all around us
Hearing our voices and our cry

As i look from the window
I place my eyes on one star
The one which shines brightest
The one that close and not far

I try to place my brother
Deep inside that shinning light
But the picture i can not find
The pain is too tight

Everytime i think of him
I feel hurt, anger and pain
Everytime im walking or running
And feel the dripping rain

It makes me feel cold
And empty deep inside
Feel im about to break or drop
Form this big scary ride

The memorys cut through
Deep enough to scar my skin
Holding on so tightly
Not Letting the demond in

But i always lose
Maybe i have lost hope
Maybe my body drainned
And feel it cant cope

But i will keep looking out the window
As i wish apon that star in the sky
To always be here
And Never say goodbye.