Hesitation

I woke up! from a dead sleep,
with words to express to you,
these words are deep,
ima speak true,

please believe,
this is not easy for me,
theres a chance you might leave
and thats one thing i cant bare to see,

I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve,
here i go,
tho,
trembling with fright,
i have to let you know,
here in this night,

i take a deep breath,
rest my hands upon your face,
gather up all i have leff,
my heart starts to race,
my mouth opens but I'm not making sense,
I'm so nervous,
my body's so tense,
i convince myself i can do this,

once more,
i begin to release these words from inside of me,
" I've said these words to others before" i said silently,
screaming to myself in my mind,
your just wasting time
shes not going to stand here all night, a minuet past,
and i stud frozen with fright, times moving so fast,
you touch my hand an say,
" I'm not sure what it is you want to tell me, but maybe it shouldn't be said today.."

with that said you turned and began to walk away, i grabbed your Waiss, and turned you around so we were face to face,

now i finally realize,
what i already knew,
staring into your eyes,
i whispered i love you...