Where has my life gone

Whats the date today?
and whats the year?
it seems that i have lost my way
and i cant see clear

I'm blinded by the light,
when i open the door,
i thought it was still night
i cant take this anymore,

where has my life gone?
what did i do right?
and what did i do wrong?

i cant remember,
my life's a blur,
all this time,
I've been in my mind,

i walk outside,
only to find,
that I'm not alive,

where has my life gone?
what did i do right?
and what did i do wrong?

i haven't been sleeping,
I'm really not breathing,

what did i do?
where did i go?
and if this is true?
why am i the last one to know???