Can't be me

I love to laugh out loud
i love to have fun with my friends
i love to enjoy my young life
i love to explore new things

but yet, i think,
i can't do all of those,
right now.
because i'm not the one who
hold my days..

i am strong
i am friendly
i am funny
i am sweet

but all of those are my opposite
ability now.
because i can't show them all.
because i'm in a cage
that no one can open or free me.

and now...
my life is full of sorrow
nothing left except my pale face
and black and white place

my heart is now totally broken
not because someone broke it
its because ive just being force
to change...