DaDdY's GuN*~

I stole my daddy's gun today,
I took it to my room,
I laid down on my bed,
Anxiously waiting for that boom.

I'm nothing but a screw up,
No one understands me nor sees my pain,
An somehow they always find a way,
To mess up my life over and over again,
And nothing I did was ever good enough,
And even though it hurt,
I tried to stay tough.

So now I'm lying on my bed,
With a gun held to my head,
Just wanting,
To get it over with,
This pain I can not,
Fight against.

BOOM!!! the trigger is finally pulled,
My family all runs in,
My Dad runs to our phone,
My mother has fainted and fallen.

Now that I have seen,
Just what I've done,
I wish a could take it back,
Make it all be gone.

Please tell my mother that I love her,
And I didn't mean to make her cry,
And tell daddy I'm sorry I wasn't perfect,
But please know that I did try.

I stole my daddy's gun today,
I took it to my room,
I wish my last words could of been,
Mom, Dad, I love you!