For tonight i chose to die....

I have finally realized
how much you played with my heart
was it all about sex
from the very start

do you see i fell used
and i cant help the pain
just hearing your with her
has me bleeding again

i don't care about me
i just hope your OK
i want you to be happy
what more can i say

I'm sorry i wasn't good enough
that she's better than me
i wish i knew how to be perfect for you
if only i could see

a part of me feels broken
and the rest of me is lost
for letting you into my life
my heart was the cost

I'm not sure where to go
I'm left without a clue
tell me where i went wrong
what did i ever do

i just hope your happy
even though i sit here and cry
just girl know its not your fault
for tonight i chose to die