Alone.

Must get out of here
Must be on my own
Get rid of this pain I cannot bear
Got to be all alone

I walk into the room
Make sure no one's in sight
I don't want to face this doom
But I lock the door tight

I can feel the itch under my skin
I know temptation has won
Hand reaches out, I give in
I feel relief, but the pain has just begun

I sit on the windowsill
Flowing white dress dyed red
My mind can hear a piercing shrill
Don't know what's lying ahead

Lie on the floor, close my eyes
Feel the blade against my flesh
So sick and tired of the lies
So much for starting fresh

Still i create more scars
More unbearable pain
Realize there's no point in wishing on stars
As the blood still spills from my veins

Face drained in tears
Arm drained in blood
Gone are all my fears
I'm just another dud

Finally I've had enough
As i sit against the wall
Don't tell me I'm not tough
I've been through it all.