As One Door Closes..

I seem to be at a loss for words my dear
Maybe somehow I'm coming to terms with my worst fear

The angst remains with me as strong as ever
But I'm beginning to accept that all ties you must sever

I only wept a few times so far this past day
Perhaps I know that you're never coming back my way

Your happiness now is all that is of concern
I'm realizing now that to my heart you will never return

How I'll miss you on this journey through life
And I will forever lament that I can't call you my wife

I know that I unknowingly chose this course
I will always grieve that it had to result in our divorce

In hindsight please know I would change it all
Every name I called you and pain I would forestall

You deserve the very best that life has to offer my dear
And without me you have the best chance to persevere

I will miss you, Y..