My Grandmas note

To the grandmother I never real knew but knew so well..!

As you lie asleep but awake.., died but fully alive. Thinking your life threw. Days.., Weeks.., Months then
years. Go by.. All the things ones done in a life time can and will vary from person to person
You lived your life threw and at what I could see lots of great children. Lots of fun filled memorys and I'm sure sad and mad ones too.. but you managed to put all that behind you every time you talked to me. It was never this is what you should be doing or this is whats good it was always how are you doing.., thats great at hear.., never talked long it was not real are thing but what I will remember most is out in the garden were you just loved to be.., helped me pick the tomatoes mom would use for supper that night.
Tho I never ate them I appreciated every moment you spent with me as a child.. I'm almost grown up now not thinking much of my childhood but only of those Good memorys with the people I cared for and still do..

Tho your not my life physically to much, you've always bin there mentally..
That little voice in my head guiding me threw life as best as you can.
I'm sure I can speak for everyone that you'll be missed dearly
Not here. But yet everywhere.. Not herd.. But never untold..

And ending with not a Goodbye but a Hello..