**still working in it**
please let me know what you think...
I'm falling over backwards yet landing on my face.
This life seems so cold and unwanted in this place
Trying so hard yet digging yet deeper, nothing gets far in this space.
Pleases and thank yous mean nothing in this hell the only words that gets you out is I'M wrong for this phase.
Wondering why all the crazy things have taken place.
Trying to think why couldn't I have bin soooo great.
Chest pounding, heart racing,
ring,
throat closes up,
ring,
getting nerves, scared,
ring,
thinking I should hang up before you answer.
"hello" as you answer the phone.
pause forgot what I'M doing shaking froze not bearable to do.
And in a second its time I'M ready to talk to you.
