Waiting

You try so hard to understand what It must be like for me, I try so hard to be a man to live like you, so joyous and free.
The day I chose to walk alone, this empty shell of flesh and bone.
I’m hollow now from head to toe, no more emotion left to show, no color I see or sweet sounds to hear, no beautiful life that you see co clear.
To take it back and make a new choice, would take a miracle, would take God’s voice.
I haven’t heard it, not yet today, so on my knees I will stay.
To you my friend, I offer this, my heart, my soul, eternal bliss, and one more thing, my good-bye kiss.