Uncontrollable feelings

We're along way from home aren't we
Drifting away on falling feathers
It's not enough that you love me
I want more

The walls around us crumble
Baring vulnerable skin for you too touch
Will you touch me
Do you dare too
Or will your finger tips only feel the ice that I'm covered in

What happened to us
How did we get to this point
Where words are no longer enough
Where friendship is forgotten
And lust is a power that towers over our lives
It will destroy us you know

We cant last in this abyss
This torturing whole you've joined me in

Will you look at me
Or have my true colours become so dull I'm hideous
A monster of my own creation
Was I ever really pretty
Was I beautiful to you
or just a mask of deception

So what happens now
Where do we go from here
How can I move on if I don't want to lose you
But I have nothing to gain from being here

Don't cry
It has to end sometime
Some day

But then you look at me the way you do
And finally I realise it scares me
It scares the life out of me

And then I leave
Leave you to be what you are, who you are
Another day
Another me
Another you
But not today
And not this way

And so with one final kiss
That I can never do
I say goodbye
And you watch...

You only watch....